Time is important, very important. Its 00:59 on Saturday the 20th June 2015. I am on the start line of my second West Highland Way Race. Last year I ran the 95 mile race in 23 hours and 10 minutes. I wanted, craved, desired, obsessed over getting under 23 hours. Those ten stupid minutes bugged me, they stopped me enjoying the success of enjoying completing the race. Time was important.
Milngavie to Drymen
The race began exactly at 01:00. We were off under the tunnel. I had a plan to run faster than last year and waste less time at checkpoints.
I also had a plan to follow my heart rate monitor and follow it to 140 beats per minute. I had used heart rate successfully in the Highland Filing (53 mile) and the Kintyre Way (35 miles) inspired by Robert Osfield who was also running the race. The second part of the heart rate plan was, that if I didn’t like the readings on the heart rate monitor – then I was going to ignore it and run by feel.
As I ran My heart rate was too high – so I ignored the heart rate monitor. Was that a mistake? Would I get pacing right?
The first section of the race is in the dark, with everyone with head torches. You can’t look at other people without blinding them with the light which makes me feel more disconnected from the conversations when I cant see who I’m speaking to. I remember having a brief chat with Sean McMinn and Katy Hall and then set off trying to run a little faster.
It was early on in the race, near Carbeth huts, that my stomach started causing me problems. I am pretty sure it was because I ate too much through the day. I am used to running in the morning in a fasted state and have always hated running with food in my stomach. By the time I reached Arlehqaven I was rushing for cover behind bushes. My stomach continued to grumble.
I met Marc Sweeney, my support Crew, at the Beech Tree and passed on a hurried request for toilet paper. This was going to be a long day.
The next section to Gartness is fairly easy running with a lot of flat sections and it can be easy to get carried away, but I tried to keep a steady pace and keep eating despite what my stomach was telling me. I found more bushes to hide behind.
From Gartness to Drymen its all on public road with some big climbs that are better walked. I had to jump over a barbed wire fence and find more bushes. These constant toilet stops were making me feel like a yo-yo. I would pass people, then they would pass me when I took a break, then I would pass them, then they would pass me, then I would pass them.
I ran straight past Drymen as the plan was to meet Marc at Gharadbhan Forest a few more miles later. I met Marc handed back my head torch, got some more water, sticky rice balls and toilet paper and set off for Conic Hill.
Drymen to Balmaha
I was starting to panic. I was starting to loose time with the regular bush-breaks. I started putting more speed on my legs and running some of the climbs I planned to walk. I had another bush break.
The run towards Conic was really nice, it was still low light but it is a magical time to be up and running at around 4am mid summer. I mixed walking and climbing on the way up conic and then enjoyed using gravity to speed down the descent into the village of Balmaha.
Marc met me again and gave me more water and food. He said I was doing okay. I knew I had lost about ten minutes. Marc ran through the car park with me and then I was on my own again.
Balmaha to Rowardennan
This is the start of running along the shore of Loch Lomond. I love Loch Lomond. I used to live on the edge of it in the village of Luss. It always brings happy memories. I was starting to enjoy the race.
I met Fraser McCoull and we ran together for much of the section to Rowardennan. It was great to have company and the miles drifted away pleasurably. We passed Sandra McDougal at one point and she sagely advised us that we still had a long way to go. I was concerned at this point that I may be running to fast and be unable to pay the debt later in the race.
Marc met me at Rowardennan and gave me some home made Birchermuesli. Normally this tastes wonderful – oats, cream, yoghurt, grated apples and cinnamon. Today it was barely tolerable. Marc said our mutual Jamie Aarons was flying. Jamie and I had discussed sharing Marc as crew, given our speed difference I am glad we didn’t. This was the last time I would see Marc so we gave each other a massive hug and I set off. It was a manly hug by the way.
Rowardennan to Inversnaid
I decided to keep pushing slightly faster than I originally planned. My stomach was feeling good-ish now. Lets push and see what happens. I broke up the climbs by running 20 steps and walking 20. This 20/20 helped eat up the climbs until the more technical later section.
I don’t remember speaking to any people through this section. I did get passed by a male runner when I had a bush-break. Maybe I passed a few folk a mile or two before Inversnaid Hotel – but my memory is vague. I remember enjoying the running.
I arrived at Inversnaid and picked up some more water in Salomon Soft Flasks. The helpful Mountain Rescue guy asked what I wanted to do with the old bottles. At £18 a bottle I was definitely keeping them.
Inversnaid to Beinglas
This is my favourite section of the race. Last year I got behind a train of people and moved slowly trying to preserve myself. This year I was determined to move over the rough rocky technical ground at good pace. I passed a few runners on the section. I came up behind Myvanwy Fenton May and she let me pass. Myvanway and I had met at one of the Fling training weekends so it was great to catch up. I pushed hard on the rocks and expected to pull away from Myvanway but she kept with me to Beinglas. It was fantastic to have the company. Myvanway said she would stop for a shoe change.
At Beinglas, I met Susan my wife, for the first time in the race. She had had a handover with Marc at Balloch. I decided I wanted flat coke and water. I couldn’t eat the bars that I had been given. Susan had to fill one of the soft flasks with coke, unfortunately rather than use an empty bottle she poured out my scarce water by mistake.
Beinglas to Auchtertyre
With our respective shoe change and bottle filling Myvanway and I set out of the checkpoint at the same time. We chatted away walking the climbs and running the descents. Myvanway stopped for a break and I started running with Robert Osfield who had just arrived.
Robert was the person who inspired me to try running to heart rate. At this point in the race I was largely ignoring my heart rate – I still didn’t like the high figures it gave me. I felt good so I pushed on with my pace at about 153 rather than my planned 140 beats per minute.
Robert and I chatted all the way to Auchtertyre. The conversation ranged from heart rate, diet, health, family and illness. Roberts wife had been ill at the start of the week and he had picked it up on the Wednesday. I could hear it in his voice that he was not 100%.
It was fascinating running with him as he was carefully tracking his heart rate. He took the climbs very easy and ran hard on on the descents. It felt super-easy and we ate up the miles effortlessly.
When we arrived at Auchtertyre, I saw Shona Young my support runner. I was delighted to see her and gave her a massive hug. Last year I was allowed a support runner from Auchtertyre, but not this year as I was moving faster and still within 4 hours of the leader. Susan gave me flat coke and water and off I headed.
Auchtertyre to Bridge of Orchy
I started noticing my toes felt crushed in my Hoka Stinson shoes. These are my biggest shoes, and if my feet swelled that much at this stage I was concerned. I saw Susan again at Tyndrum and let her know I would change my shoes at Bridge of Orchy.
At Tyndrum I also met my friends John Kelly and Jo Sahal who bought me an ice lolly. John had no cash so bought lottery cards to get to the minimum £5 spend – he later found he won £25.
As I was leaving Tyndrum, Race Director Ian Beatie was briefing the relay runners to give the full WHW runners a good welcome on passing, so I got the most enormous cheer as I passed between the group. Susan Nash one of my work colleagues was in a relay team so she ran to give me a hug.
I ran by myself for a few minutes until the relay runners started passing. This was a nice experience as everyone of them was highly complimentarily. It was wonderful looking at their long deer like strides compared to my ultra shuffle.
I ran by myself for around five miles trying to eat through the climbs with 20/20 run walk steps. At this point I became aware of a non-relay runner behind me. It was Myvanway! We had a good chat for those few miles. At one point we saw a runner ahead and we had a beer bet whether they were male or female – I won.
At Bridge of Orchy I met Susan and Shona and changed my socks and into my Salomon shoes. I was wearing thicker merino wool injinii socks than normal and with the wet they had swelled causing the discomfort. New shoes and socks felt much better – not brilliant but better. I also change from a long sleeved t-shirt to a tank as it was getting warm.
I asked if Shona was allowed to run with me yet – but the answer was no. I felt pretty down. The run from Bridge of Orchy to Glen Coe was my least favourite section. I wanted company.
Bridge of Orchy to Glen Coe
I started the lone climb out of Bridge of Orchy to Jellybaby Hill. I really felt the heat and largely walked the climbs. I saw Debbie Martin Consani and Fiona Ross running the opposite way and Debbie stopped to give me a hug which helped lift my spirits.
I made it to the top of Jelly Baby Hill where its is a tradition that Murdo McEwan hands out jelly babies to every runner. Murdo told me that if I caught up with the two female runners ahead it would help me. This turned out to be sage advice.
On the descent to Inveroran Hotel I met John Munro. I was feeling pretty low so I nearly asked for a hug, but before I got the chance, John told me to get on my way.
Susan and Shona knowing I was a bit down met me at the hotel which was lovely.
I pushed on to Victoria Bridge and the start of the Ranch Moor climb. This was the part of the route I was dreading as it’s a long slow climb which I walked the majority of last year. I could see a runner ahead and it looked like Myvanway. I slowly caught up doing my 20/20 step run walk.
Myvanway said she didn’t know what to do, she had just found out she was third lady. I looked at her and said “lets race this”. We started running together working through the climbs and keeping each other company. This turned out to be my favourite section. I was concentrating so much on helping Myvanway keep her position that I forgot about my own troubles.
We passed Robert Osfield who was struggling with his stomach after a bad ice cream at Tyndrum. I suspect his illness was kicking in too.
We arrived at the Glen Coe checkpoint just after Lorna McMillan who was second lady. Lorna was having a tough day with sleep deprivation. Myvanway was in an out of the checkpoint in a flash moving into second position.
I met Susan and Shona. They both looked very relaxed, but it turned out they had only arrived a minute before. I had arrived at Glen Coe 20 minutes faster then they expected. Thanks Myvanway!
Glen Coe to Kinlochleven
Shona was now allowed to run with me! We took it easy for the run to Kingshouse Hotel as I had a milk drink and some custard at the checkpoint I was feeling full and lethargic. Shona kept me moving, walking the climbs and running flats all the way to the base of Devils Staircase.
Shona is a wonderful support runner. As well as being one of my favourite people to run with, she is both massively considerate and tough at the same time. If she needs to kick my butt she does. If she needs to lift my spirits with a funny story she does. If I need to eat or correct my running form or breathing she coaches me.
We walked up the staircase all the way to the top, admiring this wonderful mountainous landscape. It was nice running the descent and Shona kept me entertained with stories. We kept pushing and passed a few runners.
We arrived in Kinlochleven checkpoint just behind Myvanway and her support runner. I got weighed and told to eat and drink more as I was on the border line for weight loss. I felt fine. We changed my shoes to my second pair of Hokas. I had a protein shake. Grabbed the head torch and set off. Much, much more efficient than last year.
Susan told me I was on schedule for 20hours 15 minutes. I had been aiming for 21 hours 30 minutes. So I could even afford to have a few problems on route and still beat my projected time. I could even walk the rest of the way and still beat last years time of 23:10. That had a wonderful calming effect.
Kinlochleven to Fort William
The climb out of Kinlochleven is the hardest in the race and seems to go on for ever. It did not disappoint. I felt full from the milk drink and very hot on the climb.
Shona and I started pushing the descents and working our way up the climbs. We were both looking forward to meeting Jeff Smith at the top of Lairgmor. Jeff had laid out this high point with prayer flags and saltires. We could see it glistening in the distance tempting us to continue.
Shona and I had our photo taking and I grabbed a drink of IrnBru and we set off on the descent.
I was now feeling good again and I could run. And run we did. We started eating up the terrain. We passed Myvanway and her support runner and kept moving. Shona said that would be the last we would see them, but I knew how strong Myv was.
We kept pushing through and arrived at Lundavra. Shona kept me moving, beckoning me to keep running. We continued through Nevis Forest. It was wonderful running in the the daylight compared with the night section last year where I had broken headlamp and a inadequate back-up. The forest was not spooky in daylight.
A couple of runners came towards us in the opposite direction. A few minutes later they came back with two other runners, one of which was a WHW runner. They were moving fast to get in under 20 hours (which they did). Shona said they are men just let them go. I think Shona thinks I’m female.
We came out of the trees and started the final climb toward the forest road descent through Nevis Forest. I looked behind to see Myvanway coming out of the trees maybe 200 metres behind. I felt if I could get to the road first, then I could get to Fort William first. The problem was I was shattered.
Step by step made it up the slope to the road. I looked at the watch we had 4 miles to go and only 30 minutes left to come under 20 hours. This was not going to be possible. But I was going to get as close to 20 hours as possible. Lets go.
Shona and I pushed on the descent. It felt very fast but the GPS watch only shows 9 minute miles. Shona kept me running at a steady pace and we arrived at Braveheart car park, with one mile to go. I looked at my watch we only had 5 minutes to get under 20 minutes, but unbeknown to me Shonas watch showed ten minutes to go. Shona said “The final mile is the mile that counts” and we started running as fast as I could go. I concentrated on form and breathing slowly and ran.
I ran into the leisure centre car park, put my data card on the dibber before weakly collapsing into a chair. I felt sick. Susan asked if I wanted to know my time and position. I said no – I wanted to know when I felt better.
A few minute later thanks to a cup of seat milky tea I started to feel better and realise what I had achieved.
The Lesson
I was wrong, time is not important. I had become obsessed with those ten minutes over my target time last year. I was focusing on the wrong thing. Its what I did with the time last year that was the problem – I had not tried hard enough, I had not pushed myself enough, I finished with more to give. This year I gave it my all, I did my best throughout the race, I believed in myself, I enjoyed the race more.
I finished in 20 hours and 3 minutes. I came 16th out of 187 runners. My friend and race companion Myvanway came in 2nd female in 20 hours 5 minutes.
Time is not important. It is what you do with the time and the people that you meet on the journey that are important. Personal achievement comes in the effort you put in, the problems that you solve, the enjoyment you seek and the struggles you endure. Like everyone involved with the race I am a different person today than I was on the start line.
Thanks
- Marc Sweeney for all your support in helping me at race registration, calming me on the startline and supporting me all the way to Rowardennan. It’s great having your experience on hand. I hope we can train together more in the future.
- Shona Young for doing a brilliant job as support runner from Glen Coe to Fort William, helping me a achieve a time I of which I could only dream.
- Susan Chalmers for all the support throughout the year allowing me the time to train around time with the family.Thanks for the support with food and preparation before the race – sorry I didn’t eat much of it. Thanks for being a great crew chief, wife and friend.
- Marge & David Bainbridge (aka Nana and Grandad) for looking after my two precious girls whilst Susan and I were at the race.